13/04 : Rheumatoid Arthritis

Getting used to the fact that I will have this disease for the rest of my life. Today is not even a really bad day, but there is still a lot of pain. Also feeling really sorry for myself today. Nobody seems to understand.
Reading
http://www.rheumatoidarthritisguy.com/ seems to help. At least I know I am not alone and there are people who have figured out ways to cope.
Gonna cry myself to sleep now.